Tonight was the best night ever, i got to see my girl!! i was so excited i miss her so much. i wish i could spend all my time with her, but i kno that isnt what she needs right now. Angie if you are reading this i just want you to know that you are amazing, you are my hero, you are such a fighter, and even if you say "i am having a bad hair day" you still look just as gorgeous as ever!! Girl i am so proud of you, making it this far and for being such a loving person who still worries so much about others before herself. I dont kno how you do it. I look at you and i see God working like none other in your life and in the lives of everyone around you. Every second of the day im thinkin about you and praying for you. I can't wait till you get better and we can go have a girls night out. i love you soo much! To those of you wondering this picture was taken at our pep rally.....everyone knows our class has the most spirit (hints the pic).

I know that it has been awhile since i have written anything on here but the fact is i just havent felt like it. Everthing hurts to much lately....nothing is easy. Its like no matter what i say it is either not important or it is just not enough. This picture is from 6th grade i believe. (The 3 Musketers) For those of you who don't know this is my girl angie and my girl trisha. Yes the pic is old hints the tear down angies head, lol. OOh how i would give anything to be able to go back to that day...it was good times. God does have a strange way of doing things, a way that i will never ever in my wildest dreams understand. I dont know why this had to happen to angie but i do know that God loves her soo much and so do many others and there isn't a second that im not thinkin about her, praying that God will take the pain away from her and that he will bring her through this because there is so much left for us to do!! And trust me we will do those things! Volleyball.....its our senior year next year and its our turn to take state. We gotta skip school without getting suspended this time (shh). We gotta do our girls road trip. We gotta go to college and live it up. There are so many things....my list goes on forever. But what i am trying to say to all the readers out there is tomorrow is never promised to you, every second counts everything you say counts....even if it seems like you have forever you don't. DO NOT take for granite the friendships that you have because they mean the world! Don't think that you can wake up in the morning and apologize for something. God is bigger than this and he knows what he is doing. Even though is seems like everything sux....God has already used this in so many ways and He is going to continue to! Please dont stop praying for the Stines right now because they need it more than anything.     ~Romans 5:3~

This is my love....for those of who who were wondering.

Lets see, sad enough i had to take the christmas theme off of my site...yes i kno it hurts but life will go on. Don't worry though my christmas lights and tree are still up at my house. And yes my mom still turns them on at night! To set the record straight i had an amazing christmas break, it was very sad to go back to school. I can't stress enough how much i miss Mark and the heart ache of saying goodbye to him wacho time just becomes more intense. but its ok, God is teaching me so much right now. And its so amazing whitnessing his work in someones life first hand...i wont go into that now but i will say that God is so amazing. Homecomming was a few days ago...it was ok. StuCo. did a good job, i give them props. I am glad i went but i would have been just as content laying on the couch watching movies all night (that was just the mood i was in that night). I will try and get some pics up here of it though. Friday night.....My good friend Matt's band The Cause is playing at Missippi Night on Friday night you all should go because they are an amazing band but i also kno that NoCo has games friday so its ok. Well thats all for now....